I didnt get into C. Out of the expectations i had, i failed the application.
Why? I have no idea, at all. People like Zhang Ming and Chia Chiu even got into C and D despectively. They are like, 200 odd place in the level and ZM is the last few in the level. No offence to the people mentioned above. I checked with some people and even people who scored lousier than me entered double.
So today, i've been fustrated and vexed over this matter. Im in this pile of mess that i cant clear. Okay maybe they take Maths and Science as the more important subjects. So getting A1 for both subjects while failing the rest is acceptable? I did
well fairly okay for the other subjects and all my efforts went to waste?
And i've been trying to clarify why im not able to go to my desired combination. I asked Ms Tan to help but she couldnt do much cause she is no longer part of the school. She was more of a relief teacher for us. She told me i had 2 choices. Write a letter to VP or P or call Mdm Aw. I called the latter but she couldnt help either. She wasnt in school for the past two weeks.
People ask me, Jun He, why are you trying so hard for double science. Combined is good blahblehblee. For many other people, they would just simply give up and let the matter rest. And woots they'd enter 3/6 supposedly.
And i thought of many things that went wrong and therefore caused me to NOT get to my desired combinations. Perhaps the cockpit screwed up. Perhaps the teachers in charged were racist? Sexist? Or whatever.
AND AS I TYPE THIS, I FOUND OUT, MY FRIEND JAVIER WHO IS LAST IN CLASS GOT INTO C2, HE GAVE A CRAP APPEAL REASON AND HE GOT INTO C2. HIS FIRST CHOICE WAS C1.
AND SO HE'S IN MY CLASS, WE CAN COMPARE RESULTS. AND I DID BETTER THAN HIM IN EVERY ASPECT. AND WHY THE FUCK, I CANT STAND IT. FUCK.
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