I finally figured out the things that made me angry before. It was stupid, me being mad for these mediocre things.
Extracted from stunnuts.blogspot.com
ou know, i've said it so many times, i hate it when people make their problem into other people's problem.
what do i mean by that? well, A gets angry, A is quiet, A doesn't say hi to anyone, B reached office, B talked to A, A didn't reply, B said hi to A, A didn't respond.
so this is what i mean when people who make their problem into other people's problem. just because you're pissed or stressed, that gives you the permission to be pissed at everyone as well? just because you're feeling down you have to make everyone around you to feel down as well? yeh it may be hard, but why don't you think of it this way, that your friends are the ones who make you look away from the problem and relax. unless of course, your friends are the source of all troubles, then maybe i'm sorry for causing you so much hurt and anger, and i'm sorry to have known you in the first place.
i admit, i get pissed easily, but i don't get angry at anyone else. i don't see the need to scold everyone i see. it just doesn't make sense. and i don't see the need to keep quiet for as long as i want to.
if you read my profile, well, there are 2 sides of me. 1 of those is my happy-go-lucky/talkative self, the other side is my angry/quiet self.
my talkative nature is when i'm online. and when i go out meet online friends, i somehow couldn't talk as much as i do online, and the other person might find me so quiet that he/she wouldn't believe that was me online that he/she was talking to. and i might give myself a bad impression, so i suggest is that everyone had best know me as an online friend. unless you wouldn't mind an awkward silence if i go out with you, then you might wanna try your luck asking.
i don't know la, maybe i shy.
my happy-go-lucky self is always there everyday. it's not that i don't get pissed, it's just that even when i'm pissed, no one can tell. cos i'll still be laughing along with friends, or maybe just sitting a corner reading my book, but whoever talks to me i'll reply. no worries. and i'll just say "i'm not in a good mood, but hey, you're not the source of my troubles, so feel free to say/ask what you want,"
and of course there are times when i just feel i could punch a hole in the wall. if you know what i mean, and when that happens, i think everyone should really just leave me alone. but don't worry again, cos i'll just say, "i'm not in a good mood," just so my friends would be warned, unless they decide to take their chances on me, which i would highly not suggest, cos you'd be walking on thin ice.
when i'm happy, i'm very happy, when i'm angry, i'm very, very angry and i could be so scary and dangerous that you'd never realise you had such a friend. =)
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